it’s the 3rd day of winter break, but it feels like 3 years already. gosh, why i ever asked for the term to end? honestly, i prefer to have classes everyday rather than waking up in the morning and wondering what the hell am i going to do the next 20 hours? seriously, its been the first question or the first thing that came out of my mouth every single day. today, edwin said,
“ko tiap2 hari dowh tanya soalan tu bila ko bangun. haha”
i know that i’ve been asking that since the first day..because i had nothing came out of my mind of what to do next. christmas should be fun if i have some close american friends i think. at least they can like invite me to dinner or something. ok that was random.
so tonight edwin and faiz left Golden. edwin is heading up to pensylvania to meet his girlfriend then they gonna travel to new york, and faiz is going to minnesota. Uni of Minnesota to be exact, meet his friends there which mostly are mine too. really want to go together with him but yeah, financial probs hindered me to do so.
“pchek, be patient, your time to travel around US will come soon.”
i keep reminding my self of that. not that i’m jelous of them.. oh wait. i am jelous, but it wasnt hatred-jelousy kinda thing. just pure jelousy because i wanna feel the experience of travelling too. well i had the trip to South Dakota last month, but i want more of it. more like where i can meet people and hang out and do things i can’t do in Golden and Malaysia. urgh. i hate school break.
now, 4 people had left Golden. Faiz, Edwin, Luttphi and Aizat. tommorrow, fina will be out too. then on the 25th, wahid, ikhlas and panda will leave to wisconsin. moshem, cheengkye, liyana and kimah will be goin to Vegas on the 27th. then citod will also leave to california if i’m not mistaken. owh so do afiq norehsan too. can you count the numbers of people leaving? and can you imagine how boring the holidays will be without these people. honestly, these people had put sparkles into my life here in CSM. urghhhh i hate school break even more.
btw, i went ice skating tonight. it was fun, skating with this guys and learning to improve my noobish skating skills. but deep down, i can’t just stop my self from feeling bad thinking that they’re leaving in a week. i know that it isn’t for ever but 2-3 weeks is long enough to suffer of boredom without these guys around. luckily pua’s here. and fariq is coming soon. hope these guys gonna give some colours to these boring white colored snow. but i give no expectation to them because it will only make me feel bad when things happen not as i imagined. ok this is also random.
Oo God, please make these holidays go faster. and next term will be easier.
p/s : i got B for economics. i was expecting for an A. see, expactations will just make us feel bad.